back to december

in last month .. you decided to acquainted with her. I think in that time you feel bored with me. you not patient with our relationship. you tired wait me .. you tired with our status ..

you try to still with me. but you can't. i'm so shy to recognize that i love you everytime everywhere. because you don't know about my feel.

until two months . your hearth loose to me . you more and more with her and never care me again. you invite to break with a reason not about her. and i believe. you never know that i still wait my phone ringing .. if my phone ringing i feel worried what you telepon or send massege to me . i feel so happy if it's you ..

and time is running .. exactly in 11st june 2011 you make relationship with her and i never knows until 40 days's you and her. i know with my eyes . i'm so very broken .. i can't hold back my sadness. you back to december when first time you meet her ..

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not just word

as fast as white horse ran

Did you forget me so soon
I think this is just a trivial matter
but not for you

maybe not me
I'm not what you hope
maybe just words
words to give mercy to me

as fast as you ran to forget
I hope you're willing to go back
and begged me

love you
not just words
but all this from the heart an indescribable
love you
what I can do with all my heart
I sacrifice all just for you

maybe not me
I'm not what you expect
maybe just words
words to give mercy to me

as fast as you ran to forget
I hope you're willing to go back
and begged me

stupidity is when I'm dreaming
a life with you happily ever after
innocence as I looked at you positve
believe you will make we happy ending
because of your words
but you turned out to prefer other girl

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love like dino

may be used to this feeling as heavy as Brachiosaurus but now as small as Lesothosaurus. The present situation makes my brain as smart as Troodon which are no longer stupid sauropodomorphs. if you think my feelings are still as high as Brachiosaurus was wrong because I could forget as quickly as Dromiceiomimus. because my eyes are open that the journey of love is as tall as Micropachycephalosaurus.

Simak

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troubled management

Last my blok in 4th semester about management. In first time I think this blok not difficult than other blok. My wrong because think that :( moreover until now i still with my confused. This lesson never i thought.

What do you think if you must make a dental practice whereas not little modal. From where and who can get much money ?? and how to manage that money. Never i think this.

I know I bad in manage money. I like money but I hate money too. I need money but I try to leave money. because money can make happy and sad. Money just desire. more follow more addicted !

don't play with money ! money like fire. can burn your heart make crockery and more serious condition. many example that money have bad result to people.

ooh .. stop stop ..this topic change . hahaha

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Bali in thrift

29 Jan 2011

I have re examination at 1.00 pm, but I can think about this because I too much think about holiday to my grandma, Banyuwangi. After re exam without ba bi bu I go to bus station, Giwangan. I'm waiting to long for bus from 4.00pm until 5.00pm the bus leave from bus station. Night's trip alone, hahahaha...

7.00 am I arrived in bus station's banyuwangi. And my cousin, maya come to pick. In her home I meet my grandma, apparently last night my grandma stay at maya's home. Noon, maya have idea to holiday go bali tomorrow. So I ask to grandma and we get permission to go. Enthusiasly, we packing to go...in the night I can't wait morning come.

Morning univers, I'm ready to travelling. I will explore bali, hahahaha.. With maya's friend carry our to harbor. Because something miss we must get in touch with police in harbor, but maya's is very smart like mousedeer. We not get traffic tiket but we get free bus to denpasar, no pay, none. Maya have problem with bus, she' carsick. Oohhhh.... It's notgood. But in ship I feel like seasick but just worried, so I decide to around the ship and you know in the ship everything sell to much, like a banana fried is Rp 2.000,00. I still buy because no seller again.

Later in day we arrrived in bali and picked by yudha and his boss. hohoho . it turns out in bali if you wearing "jilbab" you able not use helmet to drive motorcycle.

i find a delicious food. tofu with cooking spice more taste. hmm .. yummy ..

:)

we arrived in yudha's garage .and then i go to yudha's home with yudha's brother. if not mistake his name is andri. hehehee ..

but i spend more time in home. because we just around kuta.

until we memorize road in kuta. yudha's home near with kuta beach . just walk we can till kuta beach.

i like kuta. with waves strongly .sound of waves is loud but beautifull.

oh yeaah .. i have experience with police in bali . wkwkwkwkwk . when we driver motor without helm . hahaha . we get "surat tilang" hohoho in twenty thousand rupiah. category cheap in jogja .how not ..we not bring helm and sim .if in jogja we can take out our money number is sixty thousand rupiah . hihihi ..and other story .in night we go to i don't know name that place .i think that a field .there we is foursome and we eat roasted corn. hmm..

another day we around bali and door to door in outlets in Bali .and i can't bought one thing .hahaha . because is very expensive .

the last day in Bali . i bought gift for my parents and my friends in java .just bought typical snack from bali is kacang dicso . hhahahaha .. i do't know why this name is kacang disco .in fact i wan't disco after eat it .just name my be :p

when arrived go home .we delay to go home. and with decision finally we go home with motorcycle. this trip is very tense. increase my adrenalin.why not . we traveled 100km with speed more 100km/hour .and we fast until GILIMANUK port .denpasar-gilimanuk with 3hour wtih rest to eat . hahaha amazing :)

and then i can hunt my last bus go to ngawi :)

byee bali . i will coming again in another day c:

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